Nothing to do with weight but I need to get this out...

I dumped my ex for the 5th time last night. I'm feeling really lonely. Yesterday was my birthday. Its times like that plus the holidays that can make a person really think about relationships. My ex and I were together for 4 years. He did not want to get married and I did. I left to find someone with similar goals. While we did not get back together this time, he was hanging around texting me and emailing me every so often. I let him do this for 5 months. Then last night I just got so sick of it. I could have been feeling a lot better now if I'd had no contact with my ex this whole time. I felt angry at him and myself for letting him string me a long again. I actually had hopes that he'd take me back and would propose. What a fantasy! He was going to take me out to eat for my bday. He said he is my #1 fan. He finds me more interesting since we broke up. Blah, Blah, Blah!!!! Last night I called him and said...you either want me or you don't. He said he was only trying to be friendly and had no interest in romance with me. I hung up on him. I am crushed all over again. I'm almost back to square one in getting over him. UGH!!!! I want next year to be better than this one! Any advice for the heart broken? How do I get out of this slump? I'm losing weight so that's a start. I want to give myself a break from dating until I pull myself back together. I have a lot of projects going on around my house and I started oil painting. These are good things but I feel so off balance and just plain lonely!

Tue. Nov 27, 9:16am

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