have you ever felt like you are never good enough?

im 23 a very independent successful strong woman... i have my own place..good career..lfinancially stable...could not ask for more..but im just simply not happy.. ive been with my bf for 2 yrs..and its the lonliest i have ever been...although i love him..very much...and i want to spend the rest of my life with him.. i feel so empty inside..all my insecurities has gotten the best of me.... i feel like..what every depressed overweight woman feels...does he really love me?... why is he with me?...will he ever leave me for a more attractive woman?...one contributing factor is that im ready to take the next step in my life with another person..but hes not..to me that feels like a slap on the face..he tells me he loves me unconditionally and that he will never cheat on me..or anything like that...we have been thru so much...but he just doesnt want to get married with me just yet..he feels we have so much more growing to do..and its sad because..i feel like im not wanted....i feel like im not good enough for him....and it hurts me so much inside...ive been working out...and putting all into my work outs...im so scared that i will not get to where i want to be...for him to love me just as much as i love him...its so hard for me..because he is in the military..and im a nurse..and we are always apart...i just want to be happy.. i love him so much..but i feel like he can find better then me and im just so scared to lose him he is such an amazing guy...but i doubt myself..that im not ever good enough for him....i need some motivation...at times i do think im attractive...i will get hit on which puts a smile on my face..but at the end of the day all i care about is what my bf thinks of me.. i know i need to put myself before anyone else i just dont know how.. i would do anything for this man..im the type that you can not worry about cheating..or doing anything wrong..cuz as long as the person i love loves me..thats all i need..

Fri. Jul 4, 10:52pm

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