I'm so jealous of her!!!!!

I know this sounds so childish, but had to get this off my chest... First off I'm married to a wonderful man of 4 yrs..... His former wife (older than my hubby) Well to be truthful she is older than my dad... Really by a year and six months.... But anyway my real problem..... She was a horrible mommy. I raise her two children, a girl and a boy..... But she is like almost 50 and she is so thin, and tan, and always looks so dressed up and put together and it drives me crazy... That was one of the reason's that got divorced, because it was all about her, and I hate that about her, because my family comes first.... But when your standing next to a women twice your age and she looks better than you. It kinda makes you wonder is it wrong to take a little time for myself...... I use to be an athlete and had the abs and the whole nine... I had my daughter and lost the weight almost instantly..... I was hot.... But then I met my motherinlaws biscuits OMG.... Needless to say I could lose about 40..... Anyone have any ideas about mommy time without sacrificing my family.... I guess the reason I'm so jealous is I sit here all day and raise her children (whom live with us) While her and her new husband travel and lay on the beach.... She's not tied down... she goes to the gym, tanning bed, shoppping,.... I go to the kitchen to cook, teachers meetings, grocery shopping, cleaning house, and the closes I get to pampering myself is if I get to fix the chip in my nail polish.... Am I crazy???? Help. She gets all the rewards of having a family, but I got all the responsibility... And truthfully my driving force is the day I can get back to my pre-mommy weight and literally shove my abs in her face..... Am I nuts???? I hope not..... I know someone has thought this... I just don't have the filter between my brain and mouth that most have... Anyway any advice, words of wisdom, or weight loss tips would be appreciated.... THANKS

Sat. Nov 15, 9:17pm

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