OT: Feeling low today, just want to have a rant

I'm feeling really low today, i just want to go and hide in the toilet and have a good cry and i couldn't tell you exactly why.

I think it's partly because i'm tired, my emotions are always a bit more fragile when i'm tired! and i just went and had McDOnalds for lunch, why?! i never eat McDonalds, why do that?! all that has done is make me feel even worse!

I had a lovely weekend for a friends birthday, but i think i'm still trying to catch up on my sleep.

I live away from home, i moved to the middle east a year ago, i love it here but it's all getting a bit too muc. It took me about 6 moths to get settled, but for the last 6 months i have been in a house share where i have been very happy. Although the girl i live with is slightly odd, she doesn't bother me, or really have any impact in my life, and the apartment is beautiful, comfortable and affordable. However now our landlord has managed to get more money for the apartment, and as we were only renting on a month by month basis we don't have a leg to stand on. So i'm now looking to move again and just feel a bit lost! sinse ,moving into this apartment the cost of living has increased dramatically, i am going to be luck to rent a room in the area that i live in, and to move out of the area would mean losing a lot of my social life an would probably make me even more low!

I'm so annoyed that i feel like this. I've been reading a lot about the power of attraction and positive thinking over the last year and had really thought i'd managed to adopt that way of thinking successfully.

When i was at university i used to have periods of depression and sometimes self harmed. I was so happy that i was handling this on my own, and thought i had got out of the hormonal teenage years!

ALso i've been on self distruct with my eating and have been binging on total rubbish, which is making me feel worse. I just need to snap myself out of it but i'm not really sure how!

I'm sure everything will be better in the morning. I just wanted to get it all off my chest today!

Sun. Oct 12, 6:22am

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